Blah, so this is going to be a rant about my family. A couple days ago my Mom gave my 12 year old sister a baby sitting job watching 4-7 year olds. Six of them. That frustrated me A LOT, for several reasons. I felt like I sincerely deserved that Job. I work hard in school, and help around the house when I'm told, I watch Anthony and Travis even though I don't get paid for it...I just feel almost like I was cheated on the one Job I really wanted. Also, I didn't like the fact that Kayla of all people got it. I mean, if Alissa got it (my 14 year old little sister) then I'd still be frustrated, but I'd be okay with it because I know that she's mature enough to actually take care of children. Kayla on the other hand pretty much just sat there on her laptop all day screaming at them whenever they'd scream at each other, or bribe them with things from the store to get them to calm down. She just went about it all the wrong way...and I had to CONSTANTLY go in and out, trying to help and calm everybody down, and tell Kayla what to do practically the whole time they were here. When I got home from Church later on that night, my Mom had asked me what I'd done today, in a kind of pissed off "Well, what the heck have you done today?!" kind of tone. So I told her that I unloaded and helped Kayla watch the kids. Then Kayla told her that I didn't help at all, I just yelled. Which made me so pissed off that I couldn't even say anything, I just went in the house. I tried talking to my Uncle about it openly, and expressing my thoughts and feelings to him. Right in the middle of it he pointed towards my neck, and asked "What's that?" I looked at him strangely and said "It's a hickey..." His response to that was "Yeah, it is" and then he walked into his room. The thing that pissed me off about that was the fact that he didn't take any consideration of what I was saying at the time at all. He was only going to be concerned about what he felt obligated to be concerned about, and after that he wanted nothing to do with me or how I was doing. It just pisses me off how immature and uncaring the people who are supposed to be the adults here are. I deserve better then that, ya' know? And my siblings deserve better too. I just wish they'd all be a little bit more considerate of others.