If I could be with you tonight, I'd hold your hand in mine
And finally be capable of sleeping

But instead I'm laying here, staring at white empty walls
Asking if anything has a meaning

And sometimes I wonder if you say what you mean
Or maybe you love me because you're hurting

It doesn’t matter I guess, because I know who I am
And I know that, for you, I could never be worthy

I wish I could live up to my own expectations
But it seems that all I do is disappoint you

But if all I do is fall, in all my efforts to love
I pray that you won't let me fall through

If all I do is hurt again
Just know that I'm relying on you.

~

Adanna Lynch